The train raced towards the abyss.
There was only one way out!
I pulled the emergency brake with full force.
At first I thought the massive wagons of my business weren't responding at all.
For a few seconds I thought we china telegram screening were continuing unabated towards the abyss of total overwhelm and increasing meaninglessness.
I had fueled this system long enough.
The blazing maw of the boiler had mercilessly sucked everything into itself:
Time.
relationships.
Time for my children.
Put everything in that you can!
I sat in front of Facebook for hours, writing posts and comments.
I struggled to write a blog post here and there .
But I hardly found the time to do so, between all the obligations I felt I had to fulfill and the ideas I wanted to realize.
I had become a slave to my speeding train – always with the feeling that I was simply not going fast enough, simply not putting enough energy into it.
Otherwise, I would have to make more than just a living from my business.